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Tuesday, 16 October 2007

throw up?

i feel nauseous.
maybe because it's 1:16 a.m.
i love precise times.
they comfort me.
if you've never seen the chumscrubber, you're most definitely missing out.
i watched it for the first time on sunday.
i watched it again tonight.
it resonated with me.
but maybe that wasn't a good thing...
there's a song on it that i really....i don't know.
i'm too tired to use real words.
my roommate is trying to drive me insane.
she has no definite of personal space or property.
she is always talking, talking, and talking about herself.
but if i say one thing, she looks at me like i'm stupid and usually doesn't respond.
she also has a really superior attitude.
she drinks sometimes, but if someone ELSE drinks, she acts like they're a terrible person.
stupid, right?
why do i always write like this?
i guess it's easier for me to read like this.
whatever.
also, she hates me because she's never had a boyfriend or made out with a guy (and obviously i have).
so she does psycho stuff like kicking guys out of our room, and "locking herself out" when i'm with a guy so i'll have to come back to the dorm and let her in.
i want to like her and stay friends with her, i really do.
but she's making it soooo hard.
i feel like blowing up and cussing at her every day.
but i am trying to be nice and not say anything.
at least she stopped opening the windows...i was getting sick.
a little bit earlier, when i was rewatching the chumscrubber with my sis, she came in and started talking loudly.
and all through the movie she asked question after question.
this movie makes me reflect and think.
and i couldn't do that tonight.
ugh.
she ruins everything.
!!!!!
i'm going on a church retreat this weekend... which WOULD be nice...
but she's coming too!
if she tries to room with me, i seriously will throw a fit.
i don't even care anymore!!
well, this is me finally writing a xanga entry.
hoorah.

i forgot...
here are the song lyrics.

"Sleep Song"

Sometimes I feel like I'll never fall asleep
I feel helpless
You can't help me fall asleep
I like to dream
But it scares me to think
That at some point
I'll forget when the dream began

I just got out of my bed
Covered in sweat
I was angry
Cause you kept your hand on my chest
Don't touch me
I'm concentrating on sleep
On what I'll dream
But I can't keep my eyelids shut

Look at me sleeping
I'm really sleeping
Look at me dreaming
I'm so happy

Look at me sleeping
I'm really sleeping
Look at me dreaming
I'm so happy

Friday, 13 April 2007

can't we just disappear and take our chances?

my mother is trying to send me off to bed. i, however, am determined to write this.

gosh, i have nothing to write about.
i enjoy my new camera. mwah. it brings me happiness.
i just saw the movie 300, and was not impressed.
i like arcade fire's new cd.
i'm stressed out.
i'm not finished with my anatomy project.
random parts of my body have been going numb/tingling for no reason, and it's kinda freaky.
i had to get blood drawn today. ick.
then i took a 3 hour nap.
my room is trashy, and i can't stand to be in it.
it's been raining pretty much all day.
and i, unfortunately, was trapped in the van while it hailed heavily. how frightening.
mm yeah, so i really am tired. nighty night.

Saturday, 22 July 2006

yeah yeah yeah!

so..

i'm in finland.

it's pretty awesome.

the food is divine.

the people are pretty cool.

and...

it's much more exciting than home!

i'm taking lots of pictures..

so when i get back.. you'll get to see them!

yays!

-emily-

Sunday, 25 June 2006

a much-needed update.

First of all.. to you people who actually care.. sorry i fell so far behind on my xanga entries.

This has not been the best summer of my life. But luckily, I have a few things to write about.

I was in summer school for what truly seemed like eternity. I finally finished with Health class on Friday (with a 99%!).

Kaisa, my foreign exchange person (she's technically not a student because she won't go to school here) came on June 13. She's bomb. We have good times together.

I went to VANS warped tour, which was, in a word, spectacular.

I'm a lot tanner than last summer.

SO tan that my shoulders are beginning to peel. OOPS.

I've gained 5 lbs. since school got out.. and i'm sure most everyone thinks that's a healthy thing (maybe i won't get accused of having an eating disorder anymore?)

My computer's been really spazzy. It's dying a slow, painful death.

I'm listening to "Agnus Dei" by the Vienna Boys Choir, and it's really pretty.

REALLY PRETTY.

I'm going with Kaisa to her home on July 09. I'm most excited about this.

...that's all.